Hearts_Stars_and_Fuzzy

Female, 17

ok #1 im probably the most awesomely cool person you will ever meet in your entire life! now that may come as a shock bu its true!!! lol

but most of the time im hyper! and krazy cool! i love to do crazy stuff!!! and did i mention that i have an evil side and i dont do well with modern technology! it took me like twenty bagillon hours just to make that wicked kool pic! i know sad but true.

ps i dont watch tv ............ dont ask, long story...

5.18.2007

i turn music on and all the way up, to drown out any other thoughts.
its like my escape from every thing thats gone wrong.
you used to do that for me. my release from the worlds problems,
but when you become part of the problem then my copeing methouds
go out the door.my mind is so ADD right now. the diffrent stations
of my emotions constantly changing as each memory progresses,
rewinding trying to find where the problem started.
all this stuff makes me dizzy. i hate it. i dont want to fight any more.
i dont want to be miserable any more.
i just want you.

Posted on 5.18.2007 at 2:21 PM | Comments (0) | Permanent Link

5.9.2007

I saw an angel the other day.why she was crying, i can't really say.every day, the same song, she sings.it looks as though somebody ripped off her wings.her halo is rusty and dirty and bent.and as for her happy glow, i don't know where it went.maybe, someday, god will bring her back into the light.let's just hope she never gives up the fight.

Posted on 5.9.2007 at 10:05 AM | Comments (0) | Permanent Link

Love is strong yet delicate.

It can be broken.

To truly love is to understand this.

To be in love is to respect this.

- Stephen Packer -

Posted on 5.9.2007 at 10:02 AM | Comments (0) | Permanent Link

Thinking Of You

Laying next to the scent of your cologne,
Sleeping in the lining of your clothes,
Just take a deep breath in,
And breathe,
Tonight l can,
Pretend your with me.

Posted on 5.9.2007 at 9:58 AM | Comments (0) | Permanent Link

5.4.2007

waiting on a wisper

some where in the dark i'll wait for you
to come and rescue me with truth
all my problems seem to wait
when your around and your to blame
no ones ever treated me this way
one things for sure
and thats that i love you
and swear untill i die its true.

Posted on 5.4.2007 at 2:28 PM | Comments (0) | Permanent Link

5.3.2007

lies

she fills her head with thoughts that she knows will never come true,
but thats all shes got to go on thats all she can do,
a mother who didnt want her but had her any way,
when she was new, life was sweet,
but now its not ok,
a blanket wraped tight all around,
a bed thats full of nothing but bold faced lies,

a life of lies,
thats what she lives,
each one like a little cut,
now shes all alone,
the door to my mind swings shut!

Posted on 5.3.2007 at 2:22 PM | Comments (0) | Permanent Link

5.1.2007

random dayz

i sit and whatch the fog creep up on the lake like a sweet cover of serenity the night is comming the night is comming. run fast and swift the night is comming. the cover islaying its self at your feet the night is comming so dream on sweet dreams.

Posted on 5.1.2007 at 9:52 AM | Comments (0) | Permanent Link

4.23.2007

sleepless night

tonight when the darkness comes, lets treat it like a friend
then we'll both be glad to see the night and hope it never ends,
so dont be afraid of what the night time may bring,
cuz you can dream on any thing,

Posted on 4.23.2007 at 1:42 PM | Comments (1) | Permanent Link

4.20.2007

some one special

there is this girl i know and she is the most amazing person i have ever met. we have so much fun together and she is my oldest friend and i love her so much!!!

love ya claud!!!!

Posted on 4.20.2007 at 6:10 PM | Comments (1) | Permanent Link

4.19.2007

to the oh so gay one who made me start this!

ok so the gurl who made me start this easy journal is quite frankly a weirdo...... only she can fnd the weirdest things on the internet. i mean who weants to sit and read about other peoples problems? seriously? but i guess thats what the kids are doing today.... lol only kidding shes my best friend and she does find pretty cool things for us to do .....like playlists [which I showed her how to find the music] and of course she helped me with my myspace.....god we're awesome! Oh and I love making her mad by saying im not hungry and then when i dont have food i just take hers! lol thats hillarious! she get so mad!...but hey ya gotta agree that something is always better when it's somebody elses! Well i guess sadly it is time for me to depart, sniff,sniff! :x

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............ ok thats either a lot of little guys screaming or a lot of hugs and kisses!

Posted on 4.19.2007 at 9:39 AM | Comments (1) | Permanent Link

4.18.2007

ummnmm

ok so i love this dork and his name is ....... get this efrain is the weirdest name i ever heard and hes one of the weirdest ppl i ever met too.

mabey thats why we go perfectly together. exept we fight like all the time and its over the stupidest things but i love 'em and would do any thing for him!!!

i love you my silly dork boy!!!!!!

Posted on 4.18.2007 at 10:01 PM | Comments (1) | Permanent Link